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6:09 AM it happens today, a story from a friend. something i would like to share with world. i found that it is fun to be share with. how it starts definitely something we don't speak, and we would never know the ending. for sure, it is nobody's fault. *during this moment they are no longer together* xx: jgn xsahur! xy: ?? xx: jgn mkn roti je. mkn nasi tau xy: xpyh la u nk amek berat. ta perlu simpati u pun xx: mcm i bgtau u, i akn ambk taw psl u. sbb i xle lupakan u. u ske ke x, u xprlu smpati i pun, i ttp akn ambk tau pasal u. xy: u yg tinggal kn i. pas2 u nk amek tau pasal i wape. u pg la jge **** u. lagipun i xrase nk puase arini. xx: xslh utk i nk amek tau psl u, as a fren, even not as my bf. **** i, **** i la. u lain. xy: time kasih bnyk2. i dh rmai kwn kot. N even kalo dh xde sp nk kwn ngn i pun. i xkn amek u jd kwn i. u ngn **** u leh pg bebhagie jek :) xx: i xkesah u nk ckp ape. i tau u da bnci i. tp i akn ttp amek taw psl u. xy: u. i ni syg u. so i mintak sngt u pg jauh2. sbb i xbuleh nk terime u dgn **** kesygn u tu. so i mintak sngt u pg jauh. xx: ouh. xmungkin. sori to say lah. xy: u taaw x. i smlm xleh tdo. i ingt arini buleh tido ngn aman lah kn. tp msg u ni tetybe wat i xde mud nk tdo. buleh blah x? xx: ok. i akn blah. tp, i ttp akn amek tau psl u. nite. tc. xy: knape u nk buat i cmni ha?.... xx: apa i buat? i xkn tngglkn u. tp u ssghnya xkn terime i if i ade **** xy: u pilih **** dr pilih i. so mknenye u lg syg kn die dr i. no point lah. baik u bia jek i. tlg jgn wat i cmni. tlg. xx: kn i pnh bgtau u. **** lain. u lain. truth is, i syg dua2. tp i tau u xle terime i as ur bf, if i ade ****. thats y i amek kptusan ni xy: so keputusan tu mmbuktikan. u buleh idop tnpe i. dn xleh idop tnpe die. so please. bia i sendirik jek. xx: klo betol i leh idop tnpe u. xde faedah nye i nk amek tau psl u lg. even i xdpt ksh syg u. ckop la klo i tau yg u alwys be oke. it ends with a silence. who to blame? me? u? them? dont judge. |
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